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.16. greater despair

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 19, 2008, 2:59 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: In Extremo "Herr Mannelig"
  • Watching: Bleach ^w^
  • Playing: HoMM3
  • Eating: Cashew nuts. Hazelnuts. Walnuts. Almonds.
  • Drinking: Lipton Yellow Label Tea
Duh. Cool. I couldn't even try dancing at the competition because I got some stupid neoplasm on my foot :/ And I couldn't dance with my group on the St. Patrick's Day too. No, I'm not going to die XD One of my friends actually asked me if I was going to die because of it, lol :P

Oh well, I'm bored right now but have no energy for decreasing of the 600 messages in the devwatch X_x Instead I've stolen the mem from Kaze-Hime's journal :P


[Personal Survey Meme]

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (Thank God I'm rather pale and they're not that visible :P)
[ ] I tan easily. (I just don't tan O_O)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (I was pretty crazy in junior high :P)
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Or I just think so..)
[x]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (I use contacts ;])
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (..that wasn't a clever move..)
[x] I've run away from home. (and came back >_> 'twas weird..)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (What's that?!)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (Is it considered 'embarrassment'??)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (No, but I DO love them.)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (Too many times..)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone (Neveeer..Though it seems imposible XD)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. (Lol.. I thought it was funny ;D It was all moviiing.. And blood..blood everywhere... D:D)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (I will >_>;)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox. (Lol, the name in english is sooo funny xD)

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I mean, I didn't drive, but I travelled more than that in one day ;p)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (Hello..! I live here :P)
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences (lawl xD)
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star. (Tons of those XD)
[x] I've wished on a shooting star ()
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (XD Ok, nevermind :P)
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (No comments XD)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (Bleh :/)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights. (Iceland, w00t :D)
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken. (Huh?)
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding. (<3)

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (nvm)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (I had frail health as a child :/ My mom laughs my liver is like a whole pharmacy now ><;)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals. (What? They're cool ;])
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. ('New York. The city of apples' *Moss* ;D)
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (n/c ;])
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. (Naaw, only LV)
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun. (wtf is that?)
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay. (I can't buy stuff on e-bay TT^TT)
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well. (Mwahahahaha XD)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (Oo)
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (Unfortunately :/)
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat. (Yea, right. You wish.)
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. (I tell the others to do it :P)
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. (Who?)
[x] I know how to shoot a gun (;])
[x] I am in love with love. (only in manga/anime tho :D)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (Probably >_>;)

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (Sometimes..)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly


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Devious Information

  • Current Age: Birthdate: 28.04.1989.
  • Current Residence: Bydgoszcz | Poland [Bleeeeh O_o]
  • Interests: Art. Music. Ireland. Japan. Fantasy. MYSELF! :3
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings ^^; || PotC || DN
  • Favourite band or musician: Nightiwsh, CoB, Blind Guardian / Sting / Enya / Miyavi ..& many more
  • Favourite genre of music: Somehow epic, gothic etc.|| J-rock, j-pop || Irish folk
  • Favourite artist: Many of them. But the most fave.. Royo I think.
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R.Tolkien; my friend Poisonous Ivy
  • Favourite photographer: Too many to write...
  • Favourite style of art: Manga & Anime stuff || Fantasy || Dark/Gothic
  • Operating System: Kubuntu (or WinXP)
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Wallpaper of choice: Depends on the mood.
  • Skin of choice: Pale
  • Favourite game: Morrowind; Icewind Dale; Age of Empires II etc.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi/Naruto; Hitsugaya, Matsumoto/Bleach; Kyo/FuBa; Yasu,Shin/Nana & many more...
  • Personal Quote: *stares silently with teary eyes* ..meow?
  • Tools of the Trade: whatever ;]

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*patricktoifl:iconpatricktoifl: Jul 4, 2008, 12:42:49 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:!!! ;) Appreciate it very much!!!

Please take a look at my latest deviation too - I just added it: [link]
~blondboy100886:iconblondboy100886: Jun 16, 2008, 1:19:29 PM
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~CrazyLeeChan:iconCrazyLeeChan: Jun 15, 2008, 12:30:17 PM
Hi, enjoy my new contest ^^

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~CrazyLeeChan:iconCrazyLeeChan: Jun 5, 2008, 2:01:37 AM
Hi ^-^

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-Io ti chiesi perchè i tuoi occhi si soffermarono sui miei -come una casta stella in un oscuro flutto-. Mi hai guardato a lungo, come si saggia un bimbo con lo guardo, mi hai detto pi, con gentilezza "Ti voglio bene, perchè sei tanto triste".-

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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Apr 3, 2008, 5:53:58 AM
You're welcome :hug: Your stock is awesome!

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*faestock:iconfaestock: Apr 2, 2008, 10:05:02 PM
Hi, much love for adding me to your :+devwatch: :blowkiss:
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*Louisalings:iconLouisalings: Apr 1, 2008, 2:50:51 AM
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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Mar 31, 2008, 10:06:07 AM
You're welcome honey ^^ :hug:

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I've never studied hard, so excuse my bad english and ignorance.. ;) Sorry :P
*Louisalings:iconLouisalings: Mar 22, 2008, 10:41:32 AM
And thank you for the watch! :) I really appreciate it :heart: :D

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*Louisalings:iconLouisalings: Mar 22, 2008, 10:04:50 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :)

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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Jan 20, 2008, 4:39:40 PM
Welcome :D
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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Jan 14, 2008, 9:43:03 AM
Oh, you're welcome :3
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=Ironcid:iconIroncid: Dec 24, 2007, 8:09:28 AM
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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Nov 23, 2007, 2:54:57 PM
You're welcome ^^ :glomp:

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~Soeri:iconSoeri: Aug 21, 2007, 5:29:40 PM
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~RKHobbs:iconRKHobbs: Aug 20, 2007, 7:38:25 PM
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